I am alternating between being very scared and having lots of fun, with interludes of sensibly resting in my room. Go me!

Strangely enough, I'm finding the beautiful seaside town of Whitby much more alluring than reading LJ.

See you anon!

I'd like to do some dancing to stuff other than goth music sometime soon. Fancy dancing too? ( poll )

* I really am not a goth. I like the clothes, I like the music, but goth clubs are boring to me unless I'm drunk or on a first date with a really fantastic and gorgeous creature who makes me forget that I'm in a club. I do not want to drink alcohol any more. Why should I drink to make an uncomfortable situation comfortable, when I can search for a ( Read more... )

(Don't worry, I'll be afk shortly ( Read more... )

I really don't want to drink on Saturday night when I go to Vagabonds. Last time when I went out somewhere I was majorly nervous about I got quite drunk, after a period of 3 months or so sobriety. If I drink when I'm feeling anxious and insecure I drink *a lot ( Read more... )

reddragdiva is probably not up to being my date for Vagabonds (dratted cold), but I still want to go anyway. Who's going? Will you be able to handle hanging out with me a bit? I... get really nervous there, and feeling nervous makes me feel like I am not worth hanging out with, so I want to sort it out a little bit before I go. *I really don't want to drink ( Read more... )